Deeper and Deeper Still

my most morbid recollections consumed
reside foremost in my psyche
a downward spiral of deception
tainted emotions left to linger
in the depths of simple mortality

this cesspool displays what remains
of a once immortal mind
devoured by the demons within
resembling chaotic betrayal and
always suggesting trepidation
masked by the myriad dreams of a
somewhat catastrophic facade

one blissful enchantment infinitely consumed
by the false pretense that this existence could
ever be vacated with any obvious sign...
that of integrity, loyalty, honesty, and exerting
omnipotent strength in optimism
has no chance of survival in this realm

as the unjust marinate those in pessimism
and lead them into the screaming silence...
transformed is their destiny
an infinite destruction to the mental
as well as the physical form
and as inevitable as it may seem

the mere suggestion as to where
it all stems from...
simplicity surfaced from non other than
that which is my mind