I told him I needed to talk to him
I was going to ask him
what the fuck
is going on
and tell him
that I need him or I will drive myself insane-
to the ground-
crazy.
Out of this world.
I want him so bad
everything he is-
how he acts and
how he moves
how he speaks and what he says to me
it hits me right to the bones
down to my core.
(as pathetic as it is)
I really need
to talk to him
but now I guess I'm going to have
to muster up my courage
and talk to him
face
to
face.
because nothing else is working
I don't understand this
why these things keep happening
and why
he's still
in
my
head.
Because I've worked so hard
to try to
free
myself.
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The other night.
I need to talk to him.
Lena said I should go for ultimatum.
If i ever talk to him.
Written April 1st, 2006
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Him and I talked and he confessed to me things and yea... I was pretty crushed. But we're going to work it out and put it all behind us and just be good friends again. hopefully.
I'll check out your contest soon!
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I like this poem. It scares me that you are being crushed by a boy because I know how love or lust can crush. I don't have any good advice. I never followed 'the right thing to do' myself anyway. Best of luck. P.S. i have been helping my mom with her house and horses rock. It brings something good out in you to deal with them i think!
Daina
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i'm so scared to talk to him... again, i was planning to tonight before or after ADV but he couldn't come...so...
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I think in the last line of the first stanza you meant "out".
You go for it! The only way you can figure out what's going on is to ask. Just get out of you. You'll feel a lot better I PROMISE.
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