Words Of Wisdom

~I thought I would be happier if I changed the way I looked*
*But instead it just brought me to other side where everything is the same~
~Everything feels the same*
*The same emotions~
~The same problems*
*Everything~
~I thought that maybe if I started over I could survive through it all*
*All the hardships and hurt~
~But no I was wrong*
*On the other side there are the same things~
~I guess I was just lucky enough to have it all happen twice*
*I thought that maybe since I had been through it before I could do it~ ~again*
*But no I was wrong again~
~You see I seem to always be wrong*
*About everything and everyone~
~I thought I could love him*
*How I loved the other one~
~But no I couldn't survive this one either*
*I guess I'm never going to learn~
~I will just keep starting over and over and over*
*There is no helping me now~
~I don't know what is true or what is lies*
*I have no idea what is happening to me~
~Or to the ones I love and care about*
*I wish I could take back time and fix the mess~
~I started*
*There is no place for me to go now~
~No place where I belong*
*I'm just a lost soul~
~In a black abyss of the world*
*The dark never gets any lighter~
~And the light never gets any darker*
*For the time being~
~I guess I will just try*
*Try to be a normal person~
~Seem to be someone who can handle the world*
*Just suck it up and be normal~
~There are so many things out there*
*I know I can't handle~
~But I guess I will have to learn*
*Someday I will be free~
~I will survive*
*But then I could be wrong again~
~You must never look at the bad side of things*
*Always try to be optimistic~
~About everything and everyone*
*If your always being pessimistic~
~You will never see the joy in the world that can be there*
*It's hard to get through the clouds~
~That cover your judgment and skill*
*I know what you must be thinking~
~This girl is a lune*
*But no your wrong I'm not crazy~
~Just an out looker*
*I look in on the world~
~I'm not a part of it*
*I am just an outsider~
~A nonexistent form*
*That you happen to be listening to~
~I realize that I must be rambling*
*But you will see the wisdom in my words~
~I know I know*
*How confusing~
~Time will pass when you think you can't live*
*In such a world~
~Also a time will pass when you think that*
*This world is all you have~
~Believe me this world and the hurt and the pain*
*All the sorrows and emotions~
~All the people and pollution*
*That is all you have~
~All you will ever have*
*You must see it now~
~Try to make the best of it*
*Try to get yourself far in life~
~Be optimistic*
*Not pessimistic~
~Look at the good side of things*
*The glass may be half empty~
~But it's also half full*