a life of this drowns me so
a life of sin takes me so
and now i see
and now i see
this pain inside
this hate inside
is for
is for me and so i see
the mistakes i make
to feel this way i see
oh i see
this rage inside is for me
for a life time
and i tired again
i feel again
just to find out
the hurt
the pain
the suffering
i face in life is not the same
no not the same
and from the fame come the shame
i take the blame
it's my fault again
and again
i see the pain
letting go
a time ago
and i hate the way you look at me
it hurts
for a life time
you say I'll be ok I'll find my way
but it hurts
for a life time
the pain makes tears
that hate i fear
for a life time I'll see
the hate is me
Author notes
this poem is rather confusing for most people to understand and i am sorry for that. but i am working on it.
Written March 27th, 2006
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thanks i wrote this poem when i was in a very hateful mood.
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Oh my God, I am close to tears after reading this. My favorite line was "a life of sin takes me so". This is so gripping and it was brilliant how you convicted yourself, "and now I see.. this hate inside is for me."
On the flipside, I didn't understand the line "you day i'll be ok i'll find my way". I'm thinking maybe that was a mistake and needs to be edited.
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