With every word a sensce of comfort and security
healing tongue and eyes of an ocean swirled with green
She's a beautiful girl with a personality of perfection
Her hair of an angel blows in the wind
and I get stuck staring into her eyes as she speaks
So soft and so melody like, that I stray away from reality
I find myself alone in the nights, waiting for something
But the only thaught in mind are these eyes burning in my head
And the anxiety for our next meet or even speech
Is it possible...Even possible to like another girl
After all the hurt and pain causing suffering in the past
Leaving me with these scars that keep tearing
and re-openning the wounds she gashed across my pale body
Im scarred to try again, but without trying...would anyone ever succeed, and if you never succeeded...Can you find happiness????
Im stuck with questions incapable of answering
disabled and crippled from a former relationship that killed me eternally
My heart has been crunched in the fists of another girl
And drained of all its blood....To only lose its heartbeat
and leave me without life....
I think my heartbeat is returning slowly, But the hurt...will it ever vacate my body?
I'm lost...But I know one thing...
I am alive. and Iam weary and a lil frightenned to like someone agian
But I can't deny the feelings I've been having
I like this girl I spoke of..I think of............
But im lost in how or what to do
