Neurotic is the new sane

I am breaking all of my bad habits today
because I am through with faking
walking through life just being the fly
on the wall my heart keeps breaking
on the sidewalk outside
the rain is taking
a little part of you
a little part of me
a little part of everything that I could never fathom
Pages of my book, better left unwritten
better left unread, better left burned
with sin and faith
I binge and purge on love
You bend and I break,
irony is the best antidote to our anecdote
I can swim in the words of promises broken to me
even if "it's not the right time" for us
All the unfulfilled prophecies
All the lost incantations
Everything they said I would be will be there someday
Because I practice the love that dare not speak
Because I fell in love with him
Because I fell in love with her
Either way I am still just falling
Just let me get into your head
Let me analyze you
Because you're just a Freudian slip
in a not so Rogerian world
Just be my worst mistake
So I can love you forever