You say you need your space and that you are not trying to hurt me... you say you love me and that you need me.. but do you really? I know I love you and where you stand.. you are the love of my life.. My one and only man!
You say that you want me and you'll never leave, you call out to me.."baby please" baby please dont get mad.. baby please stop asking whats wrong, I'm fine baby please just give me space, I'll come and talk to you in time!
But what you didn't understand and are trying to understand now is that it breaks my heart when you push me away or when you blow up in my face!
I know that I blow up too sometimes, but I can't help it so much is on the line.
You are it for me,, that's it, period, the end, and when I am with you, I can't pull you close enough to me, I can't hear your voice enough, or feel your touch enough, I can't not want you, thats all there is to it! I love you baby and I wanna help you get through it..
Get through whatever pain you feel inside, what ever it is that you are trying to hide! I wanna be there for you like you were there for me, but men and women aren't alike and now I see.
I see why you push me away, or why you feel like you can't talk to me the same way I talk to you. . I am sorry I didn't see this before, and all I can say is I'll try some more.. to be what you want me to be, and to give you your space and let you come to me in your time...
Not mine!
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To you, I am sorry! I hope that we work through this!
Written March 22nd, 2006
