Back to this again
Back to your lying and deceit
When will you ever leave my mind?
I keep finding things I never want to know
When I should anyway
What am I supposed to do?
I’m totally confused
Not knowing what to do
Not knowing what to think of you
Will I ever go back to how I was before
Or will I sit here dieing
Over painfull memories and a tormented heart
Sitting here wishing you would either come or go
Disappear from my memory
Or truly love my shattered soul
It is your choice but I hope it wont kill me
If you leave I wont forget you
No matter how hard I try
You own the shards of my soul
You are the key
And you always will be
If I loose you I die
If you stay I am tormented
Its you choice either way
I will always love you
No matter what you do to me
Break me bleed me leave me to die
Its all up to you
Nothing is in my control
Everything is always someone elses choice
My life will depend on their choices
But your choice is major
Will I live or will I die
Author notes
Another old one.. I wrote this last year.
Written March 18th, 2006
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