I Don't Know What To Do

I feel like breaking down.
I just don't feel like myself anymore.
I don't know what to do.
I feel so lost and confuse with anyone by my side.
Every time someone hurts my feelings I break down and cry.
I can't help it that's how I really am.
I don't know if I should change.
Or just leave it the way it is.
I really don't know who to trust anymore.
I don't believe I really have honest friends anymore.
Or anyone to help me on what to do.
I think I should just give up and forget about everything.
When I see everyone smiling and all happy I keep telling myself why can't that be me.
I really just want a day that goes the way I wanted to go.
I don't think that will ever happened.
I'm so lost with out anyone.
I miss being young, cause everything use to be all easy and fun.
Since now I'm 16 it gets tougher on me every time I get older.
I don't think I'm brave to do anything good with my life.
I try so hard to be a better person, but than I realize no one is perfect beside God.
Sometime I keep thinking his not with me anymore.
But I really don't think that's true.
I really wish I was someone else right now.
My life just sucks as hell.
I don't know what to do.