Beauty only goes skin deep.
I wonder how you can ever sleep?
Hurting the ones you ‘love’
When things aren’t the way they once was.
You said you wanted me to love you,
Well I did,
You said you wanted me to care,
Well I did,
You said you wanted me to trust you,
And not think that you’re a skanky whore.
Well I did!
I was stupid for trusting you, for loving you,
For being thankful you were mine.
You plunged your knife deep in my back and twisted it around with all your might,
As I slowly died into the black of night,
You said that you were sorry, you just weren’t happy that things just weren't the same.
Well then what gave you the right to try and rip my friends from me?
What gave you the right to make me cry, and wishing, and hoping, and praying that soon I would just die.
I will not bash you like you bash me, I will not betray you like you betrayed me.
I will not try and turn your friends on you, you do a good enough job yourself in the end.
I only have one thing to say, Keep your words to yourself.
Get it through your thick head, that I’m over you, that we’re FOREVER through!
I forgave you more then once, and I got burned all those times, why did
I trust you? Why did I try and take a stand to defend myself from you and your stupid friends.
Getting off on other peoples pain, what do you have to gain?
NOTHING! That is what you will get from me from now on.
No sympathy, or rage, not even a little bit of pain.
So get over yourself, and stop trying to fill me with self-doubt.
I’m stronger then you, though you never knew.
Well guess what little girl? All I’ve got to say, is I hope you find someone to love you, and a way to love yourself someday.
And then one day the saying will no long be true, that who needs Enemies with a friend like you?
Author notes
I wrote this about my ex-girlfriend/ex-best friend, who decides that everytime something doesn't go her way or just the way she planned that she will turn on the people that she 'loves'.
Written March 14th, 2006
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Another strong piece really...
I liked the ' well I did ! ' parts
People who act like that are uncomprehensible...
And things like that hurt...
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nice one
mmm...sounds like a nasty piece of work..you convey your emotion very well,and i hope you mean what you say.great work,very well done..please accept my applause,all the best,floorboards.
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exelent
this is a very interesting write it expresses the pain and the anger that you felt,they say we live an dlearn but sometimes it takes a couple of lessons does'nt it? well i hope you learned from this,it sounds to me like she had a lot of growing up to do.i particularly love the last few lines in this.some poeple have a good poem but then sort of drift off into nothingness,this is good from begining to end thank you for ssharing this
and hey, better luck next time in the game of love my friend.
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Nice.!
omg!!!!! thats so great and i really understand where u are coming from because i have felt like that so much because of amanda back stab me in the back for my nephew and my sister. that really hurt me and i wanted to cry. she really hurt me and i was there for her when no one else was. -
wow.........great job!!!!!!!!!!!
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