My head is constantly pulsing,
With all these thoughts of suicide!
Some times I start to wonder,
Why I still haven't died!
My life is total shit,
I have nothing to live for!
Except to be bitched at,
For the things I've done before!
I want to just die,
And get out of this life!
Each day I carry on,
I carry on with strife!
I've thought of many ways,
Of how I would go out!
Should I go out in style,
Or make them all shout?
Shout for the pain,
Of me having died?
And will I ever be happy,
Knowing they all cried?
If they don't cry,
Will they hate me the same?
Or will they overlook it,
And not remember my name?
In the end,
Will have been a waste of time?
Or will they all think of me,
As nothing but slime?
If I was to proceed,
Whether they cry or not!
I just can't do it,
My life is all I've got!
By: Mike W.
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Written March 14th, 2006
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WOW!! great write i like it.... but if poeople dont like you now i doubt they are gonna like you when you die.. and if they dont like you now i doubt they will ever like you just cause you die...Well i sure as hell wouldnt change my thought about it!!! so yeah.. ummm anyway keep up the great work!!!!
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i like the way you go through all the questions that we think when we think about suicide and then yu turn it around and say you wont do it.
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I like the Martin Amis view of suicide, it says a lot about the egotistical nature of the sucidal person. He says that a murderer may hate a person and that's why they kill them, someone who commits acts of genocide may hate an entire race and wish to obliterate them. But the suicide hates everybody in the world and wants to destroy the whole world.
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