Sleepwalker's Reality

Though many hours and days have come to past
I look at your face almost all insides tears
To once again see that smile you once cast
Upon me did your heart show it really cares?

The silence of killers and red curtains to drown
All is left is what isn't found

Weeping in my veil of black lace
To hide what sadness I have in my eyes
Who couldn't resist the charm on your face
Is that why you tried to hide the lies

The black tears trace all the dry ponds
Left and right I toss and turn
The thorns try to break my only bond
In your arms are all I yern

Torturous visions of you and I
From my heart and from my life that was
Happy and free, why didn't you try
To be honest and true to us

All you cared for was you
The greed inside you grew and I was blind
Walking over me through and through
To let you take all that was kind

The shrivelled petals do not glow
The red color that bleeds at window's view
Rocking in cries, I reap and sew
What you taught me to be- a corpse like you.

The entrapment from life I yearn to be
Neither in older age or youth
Walking in and out of reality
Not knowing which is truth

Here are my petals that once cried
In sorrow of the death
that was, in the beginning, a lie.