You did this to yourself, you lied just like him
I thought you said "You will never be like him"
You lied once again like you always fucking do
Your the reason I'm hurting, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
I have so much feelings going through by head
Late at night, Awake, I am laying on my bed
Asking myself why you would ever do this
I thought you thought of me as a lil sis
Do you want your little sister to be hurting every fucking night
And crying her eyes out wishing he was there to hold her tight
And tell her things will work out, ill always be here
But NO, YOUR THE FUCKING REASON HE WAS NEVER THERE
You was always there when we had a fight
But when you got drunk it ended that night
How can you be so stupid and keep talking shit
How can he be so stupid and keep believing it
It was Daniels birthday and me and you was hanging out
But i never knew this is what you'll be all about
I love him so why the hell would i fuck you
That was never the thing i intended to do
Why would you lie to him about something like that
You hurt me so bad I'm gonna lay it to you flat
You will never believe the shit you put me through
You will never believe how much I'm really fucking hating you
You was my best friend and like a big brother i never had
I always pictured a big brother making me so glad
Being protective and never fucking lien to me
But i guess what i thought was never meant to be
I told you everything, i told you it all
I never knew the whole time, you wanted me to fall
You acted like you cared but you never once did
All the shit Daniel was saying, you just hid
You loved me but i didn't love you
So talking shit is what you had to do
I told you everything, i spilled my heart
But i never knew your the one who would tear it apart
Your the reason he stopped talking to me
Your the reason i thought we was never meant to be
Your the reason i cried every fucking night
Your the reason we got in this fight
Your the reason for everything, why cant you see
You really fucked up this time, don't ever talk to me
All the nights i cried wishing he was here
All the nights i cried tear after tear
He could of been here telling me its okay
But no your the one who ran him away
Now i got Jason, and they are wanting me to choose
I don't know who to pick, I'm so fucking confused
Your the one who did this, your the one making me hurt
Your the one who made me think Me And Daniel could never work
So i found Jason, and it changed my feelings so much
I didn't want Daniel no more, i just wanted Jason's touch
But now i know Daniel loves me again, My feelings are coming back
Why the hell did you start shit, now i have so much pain to lack
All you ever said was lie after fucking lie
All you ever did was make me cry
You hurt me more than you will ever know
You ruined everything, i thought of you as a bro
I looked up to you mike, but you ruined what we had
We will never have that again, you hurt me so bad
And the worst part is you don't fucking care
You never said your sorry for every last tear
Every tear that i had cried over Daniel and you pretending to care
You ruined everything for me, you tore my world apart
I took everything you said and i kept it in my heart
You wanna know why? Because i trusted you with it, i trusted you my life
I never knew that you would ever want me to choose the knife
But i guess i was wrong, you wanted me hurting this whole time
Well guess what?You fucking won,you always made him on my mind
Wondering how he can be such an asshole and act like a jerk
But it was you this whole time, being the asshole and not wanting me and Daniel to work
Well fuck you, and everything you have ever fucking said
I'm sick of all this shit, and every tear i shed
But as it turns out, it was you the one hurting me all along
It was never him, you was the one who did wrong
You say you was was so fucking drunk and you didn't remember the next day
But what i hear you only had 2 fucking beers, and being drunk is what you gotta say
Your fucking lien, you just wanted me as a girlfriend
But you doing this shit made us come to an end
I am nothing to you, and you are nothing to me
This is the way its always gonna be
You did this to yourself, you lied just like him
I thought you said "You will never be like him"
You lied once again like you always fucking do
Your the reason I'm hurting, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
I have so much feelings going through by head
Late at night, Awake, I am laying on my bed
Asking myself why you would ever do this
I thought you thought of me as a lil sis
Do you want your little sister to be hurting every fucking night
And crying her eyes out wishing he was there to hold her tight
And tell her things will work out, ill always be here
But NO, YOUR THE FUCKING REASON HE WAS NEVER THERE
Author notes
Written March 12th, 2006
A contest entry
- hate someone? by Armoured Heart.
300 points, ended October 9, 2006, 53 entries
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Thank you for your entry & best of luck!
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WOW!! u took the words like right out of my mouth... yes he was my shoulder to cry on (i was dating his best friend) and he was alwyas there for me... but when me and daniel(his best friend) broke up he told lies to him about me and him that NEVER happened... and Soldier Poet 00634 would be him... he never apoligized to me for lien and making me sound like a bad person and a bad girlfriend.. he never said sorry until i said sumthin about it!!! its liek he never cared... and Daniel was pissed at the party when mike told him but he never done shit about it..if my best friend would ever dot aht to me.. i would totally break the friendship off.. but daniel never done that
or anything like that!! i guess that shows how much he cared... but thanx so much for the comment!! it means so much!!!
Shannon*Leah
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What Mike did was wrong. This is a very emotional poem you have. Everyone who reads it should clearly see your pain and witness the emotional roller coaster you were riding then. I hope things has gotten better since then. A lot of the guys we consider our friends or best friends, they are the ones with the secret feelings of wanting to be something more. Mike sat with you this whole time, probably was the shoulder you cry on, the person you turn to when you were pain. Probably that is why you thought he was sincere. Don't let the you are a sis speech fool you. Some will settle for big bro just so they can be around you, but the feelings will always be there. Take care and keep writing.
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Whoa, this is crazy and pissed off, like nothing ive yet to see. Friggin awesome!
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very deep love it
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Wow...this is extremely powerful and so full of anger. Let that bastard read this and maybe he'll realize how much pain he's caused you. I hope things get better for you, and keep up the great work. You have talent.
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yea thanx mike.. if you wouldnt of done it.. i wouldnt of had to write this!!!
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good poem, keep up the good work
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