My brain on a higher level, I feel what this dull place is doing
This... wormhole where time does not pass with that of our earth
It's starting to close in, I can feel it close in,
Walls like a tesseract twisting folding and infecting
Not much time till the door closes
on me and the timeless inhabitants,
Evolving walls fencing in decrepit lives
And they gave it to me, but it's my fault I can't stop giving in
Hope is hard to swallow when there's barely room to breathe
...the smog that hovers under a smothering ceiling
Living vicariously through LCD screens
the company of electronic media,
and red ucing emotion, or lack thereof, to paper and binary
that I just have to shove under cushions and behind passwords
it's gotten to my mind but it's coming to a head,
I've felt it for SO long, and my time is inaugurating
Initiating: Activation
Mother Bast tear my obstacles and give me the strength
to open the door to enlist the celestial army
of sirens, muses, gods, goddesses, demons and angels
to shine Ma'at and her principle
Innana, you've always favored me,
well have I got the job for you -
Insight this War to protect Love itself,
Father Enki, embrace me in your cunning that will
submit a pliable path to my will
Mother heal my trepidation and My Lover's infirmity
Clear every path that Apep slithers across to block,
slay him as you do in the dawn
I can see him with your feline's eye
Infecting my mind and distorting my fate
Mother please favor your priest
(I need my Lover... I plead as your daughter)
Author notes
hmmm...well this one started out because i got, yet again, inspiration from the outer limits. it started as one of my many about being locked in this abusive house, but the last 2 stanzas became sort of a prayer. i'm hoping i can get some things out of the way so i can go be with kevin and help get him better.
Written March 12th, 2006
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just awesome !
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thank you
. yeah, i'm sick of everything just being overloaded with the christian god and such too. other spiritual things tend to be overlooked. anyway, thanks for the comment.
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thank you, i'm really proud of this one myself.
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Sorry I accidentally sent the same thing twice
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INteresting inclusion of the prayer to Bast. It kind of gives the work an almost spiritual feel. My brain also operates on a different level than most, and it too folds, twists, and warps into new shapes and ideas all the time. I found this much more interesting than the usuall spiritual stuff (I am so SICK of hearing about the Christian God!) All in all, a fairly good read.
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INteresting inclusion of the prayer to Bast. It kind of gives the work an almost spiritual feel. My brain also operates on a different level than most, and it too folds, twists, and warps into new shapes and ideas all the time. I found this much more interesting than the usuall spiritual stuff (I am so SICK of hearing about the CHristian God!) All in all, a fairly good read.
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great
this poem is very introspective and can be difficult to understand if one is not aware of your current difficulties.the helpessnes is there but so is the hope.also ingratiating for me is the realisation of a power that is above ourselves which can itercede on our behalf.great write tyger.
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