for you

alone again in my sorrow
as i sit in the rain
yelling out your name
hoping you’ll hear me
as i scream again.
tears run down my face
as they hit my mouth, i can taste
the sorrow of years gone by,
of heartache long since,
of you.

as i sit there in the rain again,
i yell out your name,
hoping you’ll come out,
hoping you’ll see me,
hear me ,
love me.
but i know deep inside
that your flame is long gone,
and ive not a light strong enough to relight it
so i sit there yelling,
hoping,
wishing,
for you .

as i sit there
i can feel
my voice fading
into the rain
into the darkness
muted by the sound of a heartbreak
i can hear inside my chest
its been long years gone
and i still sit there,
yelling,
hoping,
wishing,
for you.

as i sit there
i can feel
my mind calapsing,
my soul dieing,
trying to get back up,
but the weight of the sorrow is too heavy,
for i sit in my mind
hoping,
wishing,
waiting,
for you.