This Pain

My Pain
I look at you
and see the anger in your eyes,

I feel your hands
putting pressure on my neck,

I can see that your enjoying yourself
enjoying the pain your giving me,

I start to tremble and shake
and I feel my eyes getting heavy,

The last thing I see
is the smile on your face,

You finally let me go
and I fall to the floor,

I open my eyes
and see you standing above me,

I try to get up
and you punch me,

I can see that I cant win
I cant win against you,

But I can try..

I get up off the floor
and look you in the eyes,

I'm not scared of you
and I will stand strong,

You hit me again
and I feel my face and I see the blood on my hand,

I look at you with so much hatred
and I uncontrollably start beating the shit out of you as you do me,

You stop me
and throw me against the wall,

As I fall to the ground
you come over there and start kicking me,

I lay there
and suffer from the pain you have given me,


I think what have I done to deserve this
this unbearable pain,

I see you walk off
and I continue to try getting up off of the floor,

I finally get up
and then as soon as I get up you come in there and you have a bat,

I start to shake
because I know that I cant stop you anymore,

I start to run
and you chase me,

I get to my room
and I lock the door,

You start beating the door down
I have nowhere to go,

You break down the door
and start hitting me with the bat,

I cry
and I cant stop screaming from the pain,

The very last thing I see is your face
and I can remember how happy you looked because of the pain you were giving me...