Looking through these eyes,
Speaking through these lips,
It’s you who realize these things
That I cannot see.
(Like I’m a puppet who can control herself,
But all that psychology you know,
You’re my ears, my lips, my eyes.)
(I’m in the rough,
And I can’t climb out)
It’s been going on for years,
Coping with nights of sleeplessness,
I have to deal with the days of barely eating.
Sometimes feeling so desolate,
Like I’m just there,
And not really there at the same time,
Then gradually increasing to euphoria,
In a few month’s time.
Chorus:
Panic attacks,
Overwhelming stress,
Feeling so exhausted,
But I can’t go to bed.
Something’s keeping me here,
And I’m stuck, unable to change.
I put up walls,
I only give people the surface,
Those that can give me all I need,
I push away.
I never made it as a happy person,
No, I’ve been put through too much to experience
What happiness truly is?
And if I have, I don’t remember it.
It’s been that long.
(Even though I’m the star,
Even though I have the talent,
I feel like running away from it all,
I want to just disappear, to give it all up.)
I’m sorry,
Because I feel broken,
And every action I do,
Standing up with arm’s crossed,
Rushing out without saying goodbye,
I tend to hurt you.
Author notes
After months of writer's block, here is some lyrics.
Written February 26th, 2006
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Your running from the truth inside of you thats so deep you dont know how to deal with it yet its there inside of you. All you want is the happiness you see all around you fading out and in but just like dreams you can quite remember its out of reach im not sure what it is but it circles around you. you build walls to hide the truth so no one can see what you already know is there. Afraid that someone might see and scream it to your face but its all there on your skin and all that hiding does it show it more to those that know to look. Yet those that do know to look only take pity on you and try to help but you push even those away so your left running in circles... That is the impression that I get from this... beauty and sadness. I see a young girl trapped. Touching. ~Dragonia~
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