Sh*t

Since 5th grade i have had the biggest crush on you
You're cute,funny,caring,and smart
When I'm around you i get butterflies inside
I try to talk but nothing comes out.
When i was with you i felt like the happiest girl alive
I wish things were like they use to be
Before going into a new school and new friends
You liked me
We were the perfect couple
But after getting into your group it is like I'm not there
I don't understand it
You dated me
I thought at least you would be nice after this
You told him i look like sh*t.
And to think all this time i have thought you liked me
Why do you stare at me then?
When I'm around you,you get all red and nervous
You act like you still like me
But what changed?
Is it me?
Did i get uglier,fatter,or stupider?
Michael,When i heard that you said that about me
I couldn't hold the tears back
I cried in class and when i went home.
And i am still crying
Because I feel so hurt
No other guy compares to you
When i see other guys,its not the same wit you
I feel like you are the only one i want.
All these other people tell me I'm Beautiful
but that don't matter because you said i look like sh*t
Now i don't feel pretty no more
I feel so bad
The words play in my mind
Over and over again
My heart is crushed.
I see u in the hallway and its like you don't even care.
You don't care that you hurt me
You don't care that i feel so ugly now
I feel like shit
And to you i look it too.
I only have one thing to say.....
You was with me before and you cant take that back,so stop trying