Anything you want
I try to give you
Everything you've said
I've always listened
Any dreams you've had
I've always stood by
Yet I still bring you pain
I go against everything
I've worked hard for
I've made you promises
I've still failed to keep
I'm sorry we go so far
Only to end up behind
At my expense
I'm supposed to be a hero
I wish I could fit the shoes
I act big and bad
Only to realize I'm soft
I talk about us a lot
I get raised eyebrows
Or looked at oddly
I mention stuff I shouldn't
Without thinking about it
Because I'm....proud
I can finally talk
Like other people do
When they achieve something
They've always wanted
I'm sorry I'm overzealous
I get so happy at times
That I lose track of reason
I'm sorry for wronging you
I would get on my knees
To beg for forgiveness
Truth is I don't deserve it
I want you to know I love you
I never want to lose you...
Author notes
I want everyone to know the guy I can be sometimes. Everything is happy, and I don't think about what I say, and I upset the love of my life. I'm so sorry Alicia. If you've wondered if I've thought about certain things....I have. I need to practice being the same gentleman I used to be. I love you....I'm sorry if I've made you cry. I'm afraid I've made you too mad...
Written February 21st, 2006
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