my last wish

If I could relive yesterday
Just even for a while
I’d say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile

But now I'm sitting here
With an empty bottle of pills
Staring in the mirror
As I quickly try to write my will

My breath is getting shorter
I’m getting really scared
These are my final moments
And I’m so really unprepared

I wish you could hold me
As I lie here and die
I wish that I could say
I love you and Good-bye

This is the destiny I have brought
But then a tear fell from my eye
For all my life I’d always thought
I didn’t want to die

But yet here I lay
The room beginning to spin
I’m slowly slipping away
Why did it all begin?