Agony

Where were you
When I was free?
Before my heart
Belonged to him?

I see you now
And I cry inside
For a life that suddenly
Is cold and dim.

A lusty, stolen kiss
On a hot summer night
Brought out feelings
That we dare not show.

Your honesty, your strength
Your love of life
Are all things
I'm desperate to know.

Your crooked grin
Your sparkling eyes
They tell me things
Your voice won't dare.

I want your body,
To feel your heat.
But fate has deigned these
Things we can't share.