All alone forever and ever,
Never to be together
With what I want and truly need,
Now my soul eternally bleeds.
No one can help me
Because no one can see
What thoughts go through my head.
My isolation has made me as forgotten as the dead.
I feel like a doe that's just been shot.
People want me to be what they want.
No one can can save me, I don't know why.
Whatever happens, I'll try not to cry.
People can't see, but I'm calling out
For help, but am unable to shout.
I can't be helped, I can't be saved;
The only peace I'll find will be in the grave...
Why it is like this I do not know;
However, distress is something I try not to show.
The end of this pain may be near
[Maybe it'll all end with a single tear].
Author notes
I wrote this a while ago, but I still basically feel the same... Oh well, about the not crying and single tear stuff, I always do my best not to cry no matter what because I don't want to seem weak. I think that's one of the reasons for my hiden emotions...
Written June 17th, 2005
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