There was so much bad,
Too much screaming,
I used to be so sad,
And I'm still hurting.
No reason for the pain,
No more crying,
It isn't tears but rain,
And I'm still hurting.
What do you do when it all goes wrong?
Smile and just carry on!
How do you cope when it hurts so much?
Bring out something sharp your skin to touch!
Things are so much better now,
I'm being who I want to be,
No one could ever understand how,
But this is hurt you cannot see.
Everyday I put on my big grin,
Smiling is easier you must agree,
Go home and bury my face in the biscuit tin,
But this is hurt you cannot see.
What should I do 'cos it's all gone wrong?
I can no longer smile and carry on!
How can I cope when I'm hurting so much?
I'll find something sharp my skin to touch!
Author notes
I'm having a bad day so thought I'd write about it. To anyone that knows me or just happens to care please don't worry I haven't hurt myself I've worked too hard not to, to lose my self control now! I hope people can relate to this xxx
Written February 15th, 2006
A contest entry
- Tears Of Despair. . . . . by ScarletLetter.
325 points, ended February 16, 2006, 5 entries
Bronze trophy winner
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Aw,
*hugs* this is a beautiful piece of writing and I hope you're feeling alot better now.
<3 you're lil sis, hayley
xoxoxo
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I'm so proud of who you've become. This is only the beginning. Still loving you to the corners of the world. Jonathan. x x x x
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awsome
CrazyWomanimal:
This is exactly the kind of write I was looking for.
Thanks for entering.
Much love, pain,
Jess
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