Fed-up

I don't know why you made the choice to lie.
I know you love me but does it feel good when you make me cry?
Why is it so hard for you,I try to be the wife that you want me to be.
I don't get it your usually good to me.
You would have never told me if i didn't find out on my own.
Thing is I didn't even try to,it's just your spot got blown'.
You said you was only gonna hustle for just a little bit.
It's five in the morning, I'm worried, pacing like crazy, cant even sit.
I pray you are fine, promising this to be the last time.
I know that what he does is wrong, I know it is a crime.
Oh! please let him be safe, I was 'bout to say.Then I hear the car.
Your laughing with your boyz,and there you all are.
I kiss you, tell you I was worried sick and all you can say, you made allot of money like that makes it o.k.
I didn't want to fight, so I just said goodnight.
You followed me to the bedroom 'cuz you wanted to explain.
Don't you get it? Why would you? You cant feel my pain.
"Your breath smells like beer".
Telling me sh*t I don't wanna hear.
"Your friends are too loud".
"Look at our son sleep, You think all this would make him proud".
You sold ya stuff, then that wasn't enough.
You was partyin' and chillin'.
Having a nice time, dancing with all the women.
I can tell when you lie. Yet you still deny
You fed me some crap.
While my head rest on your lap.
I didn't even mind you went out with the guys.
It's just the fact that you keep feeding me all these bullsh*t lies.
I say hello to them just to be polite.
Then they all stand up and start getting all hype.
"you should'a seen this kid, he started the whole show, dancing so much and acting like a hoe".
They was to busy laughing before they could notice the look in your eyes.
That's it your busted, I knew it was all lies.
I cant believe you said the block was hot, full of the men in blue.
That's why it took you longer, and I almost thought your story true.
I love you baby its allot that we been through.
I'd hate to say goodbye, so I will continue to try.
I really just cant take it though, not one more lie.
You promise this to be the last of everything.
No more lies. No more selling.
I'll put it all behind us. You know I'm not the kind to be dwelling.
You got me and the baby,I thank you for loving him as yours. You promise me no more.I don't care if we struggle, or even if we're poor.
We got another baby coming what else can you ask for.
Sometime to your self once in awhile that's cool.
All I ask is baby don't play me for some kind of pathetic fool.