Pain

Strikes like a knife stabbing me in the heart
Punctures my very being
The blood flows like a running river
Gushing from the heart, yet no one will ever tell because it seems so natural

The " I love You"s come like  water from a sink.
No one knows what it feels like until they get a drink,
A drink of the lies you tell
The lies that taste like acid on my tongue.
Burning holes in my flesh
Transforming me into what you want me to be
Like a zombie, I play along

Then the time comes,
The time for you to feel the hurt Ive felt the last two months
But I wouldnt put you through that sufferage.
I wouldnt wish that upon anyone
Because you never saw EXACTLY how bad it was
You never saw the blood shed from my heart
You only saw what you wanted to see

The tears you shed for me are nothing more than a small pond
Compared to the pain I felt when you said
I love you!
I knew you did but its so hard to believe it now!