Eternity

why is it so hard for you
to see what you brought apon me
why is it so easy for me
to die when you are on my mind

because just living my life
thats hard enough for me
as i lay myself down
ready to bleed for you
just remember that these
suicide note sealed with razorblade kisses
where what you brought apon me
and keep it with you for all your life
the sorrow that you brought apon me
is now your's for eternity

why is it so hard for you
to see what you brought apon me
why is it so easy for me
to die when you are on my mind

you sit alone, in the darkness
the darkness that shrouds your lonely soul
and you think its all your fault
and im not going to lie to you
your right
and as i watch you lay yourself down
down for good, i know now what i have done
but i cant reverse what i did
because new life cannot be given to the dead

why is it so hard for you
to see what you brought apon me
why is it so easy for me
to die when you are on my mind

just watching you, with blade in hand
deeper and deeper, the blood trickles down
it brings a tear to my eye
just to see you in this much pain for me
and i cant help but wish that i could stop you
stop you from doing as i did
for i cant bear this pain
and i relise that i was a fool
to ever leave you in the first place
and now i know that what i did was wrong
for i love you, always have and always will
forever....