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im lost in ma self im lost in ma world
which aint got no freeway every road is curled
being maself ive lost everything i had
the love for ma friends has all gone bad
they hate me u know as if im some shit
some sort of nasty ugly tit bit
im like a thorn my friends pretend to be a rose
they dont want me to be like them i suppose
this pain inside eats me like a pest
neither it stops nor it lets me rest
i aint got no shelter aint got no food
aint got no money to buy maself fruit
just a year back when i entered high school
i used to be nice i was such a big fool
for i faced difficulties n came across egoists
hard to tell but i even got some fists
i barely got a chance to live my life easily
i got no good stuff people were crazy about RDB
hard times fell like great black shadows
like cattle being attacked in the middle of meadows
my friends left me then i had no one to talk to
no one to share my sorrows no one to simply walk to
i then made up my mind and knew i was independant
wont be gettin help from no one aint any ones descendant
all i wanted back then was some moral support
to get up on ma feet and establish ma own fort
i was no more the one i always used to be
my friends broke me to pieces and that i didnt see
but soon enough i realised what i was going through
i never lied to them i was always true
this world of mine now feels like a hell
its like shit being burnt inside a shell
ma cherished memories are turning to flames
with me ma life wont stop playin games
this game this game made me what i am
what i used to be today it aint what i am
iam sick of ma friends sick of the hunger
they do have perceptions but i aint a bunker
a criminal..yeah thats what i am knowm
day by day for me their hate has grown
iam a bourne identity i aint got nobody
an individual thats right..hav to be somebody
in order to be one, hav to work individually
its no use in doing anything mutually
so now i take my first step steadily
blessings be upon he who works it out happily