You can only go so crazy
You can only lose so much time
You can only sleep so long
And you can only die once
You can only see so far
You can only live for one
You can only be scared twice
And the first time happens once.
These pills are my escape
From a life full of firsts
That replay themselves
In my mind.
Take a life,
It won’t happen again.
Those drops of blood
Will only leave your body
Once.
Those tears will only fall
Once.
This blade is my console
From a life full of surprises
Out of control and I
Fall victim.
Slit the veins,
It won’t happen again.
Those drops of blood
Will only fall in time
Once.
You’ll only regret it
Once.
This gun is my mask
That covers all my flaws
Bend a single finger, and
Melt away.
Pull the trigger,
It won’t happen again.
Those drops of blood
Will only stain the concrete
Once.
This noose is my defense
My one good reason
To commit murder.
Jump from the bridge,
It won’t happen again.
Those drops of blood
Will only leave your mouth
Once.
Your neck will snap
Once.
Pick your poison
Make it worth it
You can only kill yourself
Once.
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Written January 28th, 2006
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O so many ways to off yourself eh? Nice write I like the way you wrote it.
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Hi there!
I've been going through my lists on here and trying to see what people are up to. It seemed like a good day to let people know that you remember them. I see that you have been busy writing and have been quite intense in your words. I think that this poem conveys so much feelings of strife and anger and hurt. We all go through these points in our lives and it's very hard. But you also express a strong soul too. I believe that it's good to get these feelings out. I hope that you felt better after having written them. Either way I think that you have done a good job of expressing yourself!
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To Die For
I don't know what the hell is up with all the others, all in all I thought this poem was aswsome. -
Why do I keep on reading this...why do i even leave comments... why does it bother me... why can't i escape the decision you make...why do my tears shed as IO rite this...why didn't you even call me... why.... andy ou know what i know why... because you couldn't... you could take to someone else but not me... i told you everyhting... and now... its been what 3 motnhs maybe 4 and your gone... I'm dead ... I lost you... i can't fucntion... and this is jsut me... I was jsut your friend... no one see's it anymore...am I the only one still mourning? Am I the only one who still feels this pain... I can't escape... And what now... I'm just... Sitting here... thinking... What the hell is wrong with me... The reasons I don't know anymore... I still feel the pain...the sting when she told me hwta happened and then i told mary... i still feel the pain i cuased ...and your not here... i praye for you to come back... i prayed every night for the past idk time has beocme a blur... and you never came back... you never ever came back... "Now your gone I wonder why you left me here, I think about it on and on and on and on and on again" Dude I have a feeling I'm gonan go too... and I don't want to...but it just hurts so bad...it really does hrut bad... and no one knows... Just no one... thye see me happy and smiling... but deep isnide the endless pain that i'm in it's just going to make me die... I strill do think it's my fault your gone... I didn't read this poem.... I should have... you never told me. Last thing i thought was... He woudln't hurt us again... and I was wrong... but I don't know... I havent said goodbye Aubrey I can't bear to say goodbye...goodbye is forever...and I don't htink it is forever... But why? Why is that storms have to blow and that we have to be iun darkness, why? You could've told me you alwyas told me somehitng to make me understand... Myabe i'm being childish in beliving you cared for me... all the ngihts i satyed up talkign to you telling you you mattered, where thye wasted? Where they ever real to you? I'm still huritng aubrey... and i cant help it... i'll never stop hruting for you... never....i'll always love you and i knwo i will...its been 3 motnsh I think... and idk... I wish...
I just wish you were alive.
I love you always and forever and a day more
i miss you superman
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are you joking? he's not really dead is he? please tell me you are kidding?
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So I've been reading your stories and stuff for a while now and I talk to you on AIM, I know your life is rough, but is everything ok? You shouldn't just write stuff like this and just put "tell them" in your author's comments. That is really scary and it kinda makes me worry. I hope this really is just a poem and nothing more than that. I would appreciate it if you would write me back so I know that you haven't kicked the bucket, please! This is a great write, it just kinda scared me! Happy Valentine's day and I hope all is going well for yoU!
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..::cries::.. Why!?
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wait do u kno aubrey
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WTFH IS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM
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..::Cries::..
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Aubrey... you never called... i cant belive you didnt call or meia lme or even try..i lovey ou...now your gone
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hey i love the poem great subject you made it interesting well nice job keep it up
Jenn -
Aubrey? Are you okay? You... okay, you are scaring me and I want you to talk to me okay?
I liked the poem to, but more importantly I want to know if you're okay!
I love you!!!
Kat -
Excellent
Suicidal poem, yeah I love it, my option would have to be a gun a blood, to cutt my pain and shoot my self, or maybe just off a cliff after i cutt my self. Sure. This was a wonderfully writen poem. keep up the excellent work.
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yay first one to comment..lol
intense full of emotion just the way i like it this write was. keep up the great work!!!
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