The pain is over powering me
-It'll never be alright-
I've come to that conclusion long ago
It wasn't even worth a fight
I took my last breath last night
And to sleep I went
I knew that my dreams would never come true
and that my life wasn't heaven sent
I tried so hard to be okay
-I only tried for you-
I don't want you to think I didn't care
because I always did love you
The scars are coming back
I can't forget my past
I try so hard to move on
but it all comes back too fast
My life will never be the same
-I'll never be that care-free child-
The one that always laughed
and didn't have to fake her smile
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I cut myself for the first time in a few months last night. I couldn't take it anymore. I popped a bunch of sleeping pills so I could go to sleep. It's been a week since I've heard from my boyfriend, he promised he'd try, for me... but I think he did something anyways... It's not his fault, they gave him more time, for no apparent reason, but still... My life has become this confusing little twisted tale, and it's not picture perfect anymore. I just wonna go away... 
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Written January 26th, 2006
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It concerns me just how much dependance you need of your love. I know you love him and he loves you, but you must always remember that without or with him, you are a precious life, and I don't want you to fade away, I don't want to bury another precious heart of mine. But don't live for me, or Dustin... Live for YOU
Love you 
Your Sara Dawn
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wow lala i am speechless right now. i could say that i relate to it but i am not going to. i am just going to let you know i am here for you as a friend. someone to listen and just be there for you. keep up the good writting and i hope everything with you works out. i
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YEah, I think he's in trouble again or something... who knows. Hopefully I get mail from him tomorrow
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awe hunny I'm so sorry to hear your boyfriend hasn't let himself hear for the last week
You've captured a lot of emotions here sweety... and it's been so long since I heard you...
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Thank you for reading, and commenting... I appreciate it. I'm sorry that you can relate, and I'm sorry that you may have feelings similar to me.... LaLa
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WOW..I'm sure you hear this alot...but I know EXACTLY how you feel....this poem actually made me cry...the last stanza really got me, cuz that's exactly what I feel. I wish I could help...but this was a really nice poem..full of emotion. You definitly got the feeling across.
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