I wonder how you could
just sit there and let me think
about you cutting to be my fault
I knew it was but you just lied and said no
but I know better
you say your sorry
and I believe you
but sometimes I just wonder what to do
I use to cut and now your doing it to
so many people cutting
either for attention or love
but not you
you don't want anything like that
so why do you cut
oh yeah I know your just like me
but I sometimes refuse to see
your better than this
your better than me
so why do you do it?
tell me god darn it
please
I wonder how you could hide it
for so long
under your coat I never saw it
until yesterday
when I did I wanted to refuse to see
what I was looking at
was it me??
how could you
you crying after I did it and you didn't think I would cry
I stayed up all night not sleeping
just sitting there crying
from tear to tear
they wouldn't stop
and you never thought it would hurt me
you were wrong
you say I don't know how sorry you are
but I do
remember I did it to
I love you
and I always will
just please tell me these things
so I don't think it's my fault........
~Emily
Author notes
this is true my boyfriend Sam started to cut now and im really scared and i confronted him wiht it today but he jus says he is sorry and he has family probs. and he didnt tell me what they were so i have to talk to him more now!!
Written January 20th, 2006
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very nicley written
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thanxz alot yea i do have to talk to him....yea i was sad when i wrote it so it kinda came out sad i guess thanxz though
~Emily -
I'm really sorry...That was very sad poem!Love it!And yeah, you have to talk with your boyfriend!I hope it will help and I wish to...I just want to say again that this one was an exelent poem so as you!
Keep writing
Best Wishes
~LostMermaid~
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