I must admit
you made me cry
and sometimes
despite myself
I want to die
And though I know
It will all be okay
I don't think I can stand
to see another day
I'm tired of love
and my excuse for life
I'm tired of hurting
and turning to my knife
I hate who I am
I hate you too
I hate everything
but I can't hate you
As much as I want to
I never will
I'll probably go insane first
and it's myself I'll kill
I wish I could hate you
because it's all your fault
everything you do
makes me hurt
And as I write this
I realize it's true
as much as it hurts me
I'm in love with you.
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Written January 7th, 2006
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hey val......i love this poem.....i feel that way sometimes....actually exactly like that almost all the time....well ttyl lyl
~ashley~ -
How true! I hate that one person too but you can't hate them because you have such strong feelings for them. you can pretend to hate them but deep inside you just cant and you will always love them no matter what! great job!

