How is it I can convince myself that it is better for me to love someone when my heart truly belongs to another?
How can I sit there like the one has no effect on me and the other makes me feel weak?
Have I become so cold and heartless that I can lie to myself and to others about my feelings?
Why am I suddenly the "prize" to be won by so many?
I know I don't have that much to want or need.
So why do they all want me? I haven't got a job, nor my son.
I'm a loser at the peak of my game.
Look me in my eyes and tell me different, I'll argue all day long if I must.
But I know in my heart that I am a nobody even in the best of my days.
I am a no one and a nothing, dare you to tell me different.
Why do you like me? What is it about me other than what others call my looks?
I want to scream out loud but I know I can't. Once I do I'll never stop
My feelings stay bottled up inside.
Maybe one day I'll be able to tell others but for now.................
CONFUSION AT IT'S WORST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Written January 3rd, 2006
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If you've said it once you'll say it again no need to fear my dear friend for all the things which are inside are nothing more than mere lies. Looking from the inside out it's not hard to figure out why the obvious is so clout but to you I say don't try to figure it out until you know what I'm talking about. Oh yeah I think your stlye is great!!!
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