Why

I tried to sit back and take it
All the yelling
You and her both throwing things
Getting up into each others faces
I was trying to pray for all the madness to stop
But it didn't help
You jumped up and was heading straight toward her
I tried with all my power to stop you
But you grabbed her
You had her by the neck
Trying to hurt her
I was trying to stop you
I was beating you with my hands
Punching and slapping
I couldn't believe that you would go that far
To hit a woman
Everything that has happen in the past years
Went through my mind as i was trying to stop you
I thought i knew you
I loved you  
I can't believe i was seeing with my eyes you hitting a woman
My mom
I know she has done a lot of things to hurt you emotional
But why'd you have to make me and her both go through so much
We both cared and loved you
I know that she was calling me horrible things
and she was calling your mom names
But you know how she gets
She comes home finally in the past 2 days
And has a fit because the house is dirty
But why would you do that?
I've seen her hit you
Dog you out
Dog me out
I've seen you try and hit her once before
But thank God i beat you to her
I stopped you all  those times before you hit her
There was sometimes where i told you i hated her
And wouldn't care if she was death or alive
But no matter what happens
There's always going to be that
Love there because she raised me
Maybe it was my fault why you did it
Maybe me telling you those things drove you to do it
But i wish you could see that you really hurt me
My feelings for you will never be the same
I cant believe you let me see you hit a woman
It really scares me to death
What if i make you mad?
Will you hit me like you did her?
I don't know anymore