My heart is beginnig to break
each and every day
I try not to wake
so I can't feel
something that isn't real
you love me
but I just refuse to see
there's something else
that your not telling me
you never call
so why wait at all
My heart breaking
but you can't see
inside there's pain
outside there's nothing
there are no words
to tell you
how I feel right now
when I don't hear from you
So what can I do?
My heart is beginnig to break
but I don't understand
I didn't have a whole heart
anyway.........
It's only the beginnig!
~Emily
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I'm just so broken inside bc i havent talked or seen Sam for 12days now really 13! but it jus hurts to know im only a phone call away and he wont even call me and i cant call him cuz his mom doesnt like me to! so i dont
~Emily
Written December 28th, 2005
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awe thank you daddy! i plan to write something like that! but idk well lovezz daddy!
~Emily -
My Sweet Child,
Your heart aches with such pain. Your poetry also weeps with the tears of your soul. I wish I could take away the pain and your tears, but one day I know you will be filled with the love you deserve. You are such a wonderful person and your poetry is written with what is found in your heart.
I know you are in pain and your heart aches and crys out for Love. How about writting a poem about what your heart deserves. The love it aches for, the warmth it needs.
When a special someone reads it, they will know what you deserve and long for. Then you will be able to tell if they are worthy of you and your greatness.... -
I'm sorry to hear this , i wish he'd call you in soon! I know how you feel to waitin to hear from him! It's really broke inside and its really feel bad i know! BUt I promise everything will be alright , he will call ya and you will be a happy girl again , very good write , you really expressed how you feel on the piece well! So keep on writing and bravo!
Love ya babe!
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that is good! and you are very much welcome!
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thanxz mommy! yea i jus might call him 2 morrow well lovezz
~Emily -
Well, friends whether you are in love or just merely having a good companionship, say hi, or hello, or how you doin, to show how much they care.... You miss him talking to you, right? And then you feel sad, and it is kind of a torture deep inside of you! What I am trying to say is.. why not call him? And ask him how he is doing, what is going on, and how is everything, or has he forgotten you or does he still want your friendship. This way you can have answers and decide from there. You will know the reason why and will continue being sad because he has not called you. This is called " define " the relationship!
I talk too much again.. but I can talk, if you want me too.. you can ask me anything my dear child! I do care so much !
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but c i really dont understand what u said! what ?'s r i supose to ask him im not sure i love him so much and all i really need is to talk to him and c him but i cant cuz im not in school now and i cant c him out of school well thanxz and hopefully one day u can tell me what this really means!
~Emily -
very very sadly written!
Only the beginning
Well, sad to read, heart wrenching, and a "DOWNER". Questions being asked and of course, have you asked him or did you even attempt to try to find out...If so, what is the answer? Why torture yourself with agonizing self inflicted pain when you can do the opposite otherwise? Do you know that our head is above where our heart is located? So what does that suppose to mean? Why is our head which contains our brains is up there, and not the heart above the head? There is only one answer for that my dear child.. it only means that we have to think in a very rational way, have some reasoning and think what is best for us. This is just me, if I want something, I will not wait for it to arrive at the doorstep, meaning, I will not lay down under the apple tree, for the apple to drop down to my mouth so I can have it, instead I will go and climb the apple tree and pick it up myself!
So in this case with Sam, if I am on your shoes, I will call or see him and ask him a question, if he is not going to give you a straight answer, just shrug your shoulder and bid farewell in a a friendly way and tell him " sayonara!"
If I have said too much in here my dear child, it is just I really care for you and I want you to overcome your pain and fears and stop crying....I really do care.. honestly...
Your mommy ninja
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