Connie-
Without you, I would never be able to do what I'm getting ready to do. Which may sound like a terrible thing, but it isn't. And by the time you get this you'll understand that. My mom is pregnant again and when she has the baby I know it will go to my dad. It's a little girl. I know what he'll do to her if I don't do this. There is no other way to let people know what he really is. He's not this big time lawyer like that everyone thinks he is. He's done what he did tonight to me every chance he's gotten since before I can remember. If I do this I know that people will have to believe me and he'll never be able to be near that little girl. I have to do this. I hope people can understand that. I hope they feel like shit for not listening to me.
You have done so much for me and never forget that. I wouldn't have gotten as far as I did without you. Thank you so much for the endless nights you stayed up and talked to me no matter how tired you were or what was going on in your life. I hope I teach you a lesson that you need to stick around Connie. Maybe not so you can help more people. But because the world needs you. The world needs people like you who put other people before themselves. But you should take some time off from that and indulge in some things for you. Forget about taking care of other people, and take care of yourself. Be happy Connie. Take some of that wonderful medicine you dish out to other people. You're great at giving advice whether it was to me, or Amy, or anyone else. You've helped so many people. Now help yourself. Smile. Because you have one of the most pretty smiles I think I've ever seen. And people deserve to see that. Remember that I'm ok now. And he'll never be able to touch me, or anyone else again. I love you Connie. Thank you for everything. I have to go now.
-Sara Blick
Author notes
My friend Sara wrote this to me before she killed herself. Her father was sexually abusive, if you didn't already get that. Her mother ended up having a miscarriage with the baby. I didn't write this, but, someone did.
I miss you Sara
Written December 25th, 2005
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she's right man, i didnt even know you when i first started writing on here and it was like you knew me and cared about me...thanks for that...i know from our chats that you are a good person with a big heart...i hope you know that there are people that love you and if things do get rough, like she said, take you own advice (lol)...but anyways, have fun
much love
kelsey y -
Dear Connie,
I'm so terribly sorry about the loss of your dear friend.
From the sound of this story, and your own author's comments, I would think your relationship with your friend was enviable.
She will live on in you and you in her Connie, believe me!
Now get to writng some good poetry!
Sincerely.......................John-Las Vegas, Nevada -
This really is a stong letter. It really makes the reader wish they could do something to help. Also, it makes me smile to know that there are people like you out there to help others who may need you. And I agree with the letter, you are a wonderful person, but don't forget about you. I hope there are no more letters of this nature written.
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I always told you that you help people.. you see it now?
<3kali
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