High Society ( I wish you didnt have to)

"Chasey Chasey Chasey" I said in a sing songy voice while twirling a piece of his long messy blond hair...
"what?" He asked looking up with bright blue eyes I swear I hated them because they were prettier than mine...
"nothin..." I really didnt know why I felt the need to repeat his name I just needed something to fill that blank space int my head...I thought hmmmm...he still has freckles...they are really cute...he doesnt look young at all Id guess he was 15 if I didnt know him...typical punk kid if you ask me...band t-shirts ripped up jeans and beat up converse...he was sweeter than he looked to say the least...we never got away with this in school for some people seeing a guy laying on the ground with his head in a girls lap was "wrong" we werent doing anything...and we could do THINGS...but we didnt we would just sit there...we didnt need to talk about the things that happened to us we just knew what eachother was thinking when we zoned out and there was no real need to talk about it...
"you know what doo..." he said quietly not really to me but still...
"what..."I asked in the same mono tone
"I dont like hanging out with other chicks...they all remind of my mom bitchy and cold...or of my sister scared ir numb..." he said in the same flat tone...
"yeah I get that...I dont know how Im any diffrent but I hear ya" I really didnt get it at all but I didnt wanna get him talkin about his home issues...
"thats just it..." he said "you are diffrent I just dont know why..."
"well your not the common kid either chase..."
"what?" he asked with  little bit of a laugh...
"in my head..." I said quickly "you should be just like ryan and zach bitter and angry...but your not"
"I already explained this elley I WANT to be happy so I am..."
"ok Chase...whatever I shouldnt have said anything sorry..." I said to close the conversation...
"nah its ok you never did anything you just know and I wish you didnt have to..."
"Chase..."
"hmmm..."
"nevermind..."
SHORT but still one of my favorites...