1000 paper cranes

it seems so long a go, it seems like i can't go on with out it like i need it more then anything else on this earth my heart it pounding, faster than my first kiss, when he said i love you, Faster than the first time we were so high but on the floor

i am not an addict i know i can make pass this, can't i
i use to be strong, now look at me i am falling apart so easily

don't hold my hand, because it wasn't a habit, it isn't a habit either, i can do this, it is only time i feel alive

it takes the pictures away of all the hits i took, all the stabs i felt all from you, these hits do something great we're so creative, to get away with this, take me so far away

i am not a addict you hear as if i meant something to you, i don't you don't care, i am only saying it so i will believe myself, yelling it above the voices in my head, telling me to die, because i am weak, meaning less, nothing at all

the deeper you stick it in your vein, the deeper the thoughts there's no pain
i got it in, as you come in as i drop to the floor, letting go of everything that you ever said, that you would always be there for me but you not and you haven't been, your so far gone that the under toe has taken you in, left me swinging head down in the water

you grab me, say every things gonna be alright

i spoke as if i were sober i am in heaven and i am god, i am not you and i don't think you can help, your nightmares are coming a long just wonderful, go to sleep in your under toe cause i don't need you anymore

nothing ness, sleeping beauty, it goes away its over now i am awake,

i am nothing, I'm cold, alone, I'm just a person on my own
I'm not an addict just a mockingbird a 1000 paper cranes come to rest my head