What I should have expected

I'm not sure what's wrong with me,
but I feel like my patience is tweeking in my brain.
And that now everyone I once trusted has turned around.
It literally feels like my anger has gone insane,
And all my strength has crumbled down.

..and I blame you..

Every dream i've ever had, and every hope i've ever held on to..
You've taken away.
Every love i've ever dared for, Every emotion i've ever needed..
You've turned to into pain.

..And i hate you..

I trusted you, more then any person on this earth.
I told you my secrets, dreams, loves, and you told mewhat they were worth..

....nothing.

You told me nothing..and smiled, and went on with your beliefs.
Dragging my hopes and dreams on your twisted leash.

...I trusted you!!


To my surprize, i'm not putting up with your bullsh*t anymore.
And i'm taking my hopes, dreams, and Love and shutting this f*cking door.

..And i blame you!

cause i'm sick of being your underlook, and i'm sick of being trapted. So before i take my life, you are going to feel my wrath.

I've grown to hate you, from the more time i've spend with you.
And sometimes i just want to f*cking kill you, for all the drama you put me threw.

I just want to shove my hand down your throat, pull up your spidel cord, and beat you till you can't breathe.
I want to laugh in your face, watching you cry, destroying all of your deepest dreams.

And then i'll just f*cking smile, no even shed another tear.
Take everything i've lost because of you..
and not ever again wish you were hear..

And it's all because of you..