Young and Naive

<sup>young and naive i was at 14
desperately i would accept anything
but this was only my soul search beginning
for all isaw there was no close ending

at the corner of my eye
was this 16 year old guy
with a mouth full of lies
that  would only leave me with tears to cry

for his lying, cheating, stealing ways
could only last so many days
i was not the fool in the game
nor was i any longer the same

young and naive i was at 15
what happened those few months between?
i fell in love with no fantasy
but he opened me up to reality

a friendly fling here and there
made my love very rare
i would do x-rated dares
that would leave those guys in stairs

sudden laughs brought me to tears
a tear for every weakness and fears
the truth came out unspoken
and from the nightmare i was woken

young and naive i was at 16
everything was to remain unseen
so much was to happen to me
the question was " who would i be?"

i had hurt so very bad
but how i felt, no idea they had
the pleasure was great but didnt last
now it was just the memory of my unspoken past

a set of great times day in and out
people would ask what my laughs were about
for the secrets not a word would i speak
in the eye of the past i was no longer weak


to be continued</sup>