First true love

I sit here crying alone
wishing that you were here
your the only one that ever loved me
your the only one that truley cared

but i fucked up as always
i broke not one but two hearts
it was the worst mistake ever
i wasent thinking smart

what the hell was i thinking
see i dont even fucking know
all i know is that you deserved better
i had to be the one to go

i look at a picture of us
and i cant help but cry
i guess you can say i was lucky
because i knew i had the best guy

your the best thing that ever happeneed to me
not a thing with you i regret
our first goodbye kiss outside
memories i could never forget

i dream about us together
and realize what i lost
the love of my life
look at the pain i caused

i treated you badly
now you are gone
it was all my fault
that we went wrong

i hurt you so much
i still got love for you
i undertstand if you dont feel the same
after all we been through

your my first true love
and thats how its always going to be
even if you dont feel the same
and decide to stop loving me