Desolate Darling?

The memories stab at me,

The mere image haunts me,

The feeling of trepidation overwhelms me,

Overflowing and overfilling,

Empty abyss,

Blood fill velvet red!

I shed tears as many as may take to end,

Caged in iron steel fence,

Roses bleed

There thorns pierce through me,

May I not find relief?

Love its bleed,

Act of Atrocity upon my heart,

Decaying is fragile passion,

Dearest Darling I mean you no harm?

Sure you do my Love?

Dearest Pet I find you oh so charming,

Yes as do I,

Oh my Sweet I love you with all my tainted virginity,

Night sky fill me with such impurity!

Oh I adore all immorality that amid you,

Oh softened rose against my skin bleed on to me!

I’ll be one with you know matter how far I may go,

So that we may burn in Nights Inferno together side by side Love?

Yes that it be my Sweet,

Love me forever and forever and never let me go?

I will no matter it be,

Stay with me forever and forever,

Share the immortal dream with thy?

Embrace me with soft silk like wings?

So that we shall forever encircle our forsaken beings?

Take into thee eternal Kiss of Death,

Be with me?

That I will surely do,

My equanimity of your condemned body,

My Oh Garden what do you have to behold me?

River of Red Sea turn Black with pass of dusk or dawn?

Oh mighty thorn of Naive self prick and slice me,

Infantile thorns I deserve no empathy!

Stab Me!

I do not earn such rights to live as Thee!

I love you Beloved Darkness of self?

My loved Darling I hold such compassion under false pretense my Dear?

And what inquiry is such pretense is this to behold Lovely?

My charade I hold no Love toward such essence as youth deprive as thee,

Such filth is Oh so falsely,

Mere Masquerade Love surely be?

Memories I kill thee stab at empty wounds,

But if Love such a Masquerade it be?

You shall not be but departing,

May the mask that conceal such conceived narcissism be left unfold!

Oh Black Death leave me!

Memories abscond from me!

All I love, did not love me,

Alone I be Love’s irony,

Plague be gone with me!

My Love’s taken with leave and with loves take essence from me,

All I loved indeed I loved under falsehood,

All love’s teaching’s killed bare blinded wounded Muse!

Me alone loved, just alone Me,

Such self denying affectation’s upon my core of foolish,

Such love’s blood filled waters I bathe,

I all but self consciously laugh at thy own ignorance,

What was I to perceive?

All I loved, I loved with only me,

Such empty state!

Such Hollow within me!

My isolated Eden is but no more!

My forlorn pit of pity!

Lonely be, a loves chance obsolete,

My Love’s unaccompanied,

All I loved, I only loved with Me.