joke me something

blue glass sliding down my throat
like ice shavings
ice cold
not even noticing the blood slits gushing out
not noticing the pain
that has been subsided for a while
frail and cut so deep
you don't even notice me
trying to forget everything
always makes things "better"
they always say that
things will be better things will be better
i keep singing these lies if you keep believing them

breath in deep
breath in deep
1-2-3
run run run
always on the run
afraid you might get caught for larceny
larceny
larceny
scared to do the tings you used to

i think someone stole my words
or maybe the jumped out
jumped right out and went down the drain when i brushed my teeth
jumped out and now i don't know what to say
but if you see them
tell them I'm sorry about the glass
and the food that made me fat
and that i had to hurt them like that

joke me something awful
like seeing you kiss my best friend
like seeing you plunge into the water,
never coming back
never seeing you again

joke me something *awful*

but i bet mine would be worse