I hate feeling helpless.
I hate it.
It's having cold chains pressed on my hands and feet,
Nailing me to the floor.
There's no one in sight.
It's being blindfolded, but knowing everything that's happening
Exactly when it happens.
The culprit is bigger than I am.
And he beats me.
Over and over,
Another blow.
It's being so sore and broken, I can't get up.
The tears fill my eyes, but they don't come.
It's knowing you can't move, but knowing you've got to,
Because otherwise, there's no way of survivin'.
This thing is bigger than I am.
And he beats me.
I hate feeling helpless.
Because I can't do anything for you.
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I hate feeling helpless.
Written December 2nd, 2005
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i was very touched by this because often i feel helpless like everything is on top of me and the is no way of tunnelling to the top.To have it in front of me in words has helped me to realise the i should not give in to this feeling and theres always something i can do, i hope you can see that to. like Dylan Thomas said 'do not go gentle into that good night','rage, rage against the dying of the light. There is always hope no matter how blind we are to it. all the best ,Tazmin
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