Just another day

Just another day
Of wasted heartache
Ill at the thought of you
Sick to the stomach
Chained to the wall
And beaten relentlessly
Then left to carry on with life
Just another day
Of pain and anger
Fuelled by hate and rage
At the people once known
As people i used to trust...


I could slit my wrists and scream suicide
But that would only be considered as teenage angst
Attention seeking, a cry for help
An adolescent couldn't possibly suffer heartbreak
Ever present pain slowly tearing me apart
I could continue to ask the question
Where's my happily ever after?
But only be greeted with the snigger or the tut
Too young to know what love is.
You throw the word 'Love' around like it means nothing
'Love' this and 'Love' that
But you haven't got a clue what 'Love' is
You won't know until you loose it
Then you'll know what it is to 'Love' someone
Then you'll know how much it hurts
It won't be teenage angst in your mind when your hearts been silently ripped apart
And all you can do is wipe away the tears that never seem to stop falling
That's when you'll know love


Just another day
Of pre-teen drama queens
Slowing down my day
Making it more painful then it should be
Just another day
Of diminished hope
Overwhelming feelings
Lack of identity
Praying I'm not associated as part of your group
Just so i can work out
Who i actually am
It's just another day