You are the one behind me
Through the many steps we take
I love you for your sanity
I love you to love me just for sake
To be there for me
Through the good and the bad
I love you when I am happy
I love you when I am sad
But there is one thing I know
About this thing that we call love
It's not just shits and giggles
It's just a joke, below and above.
We spend our whole lives searching
For that one to call our own
But by the time we find them
We are to Fucked up, too far from home
The world has changed you
And not for the goood I fear
But I here I stand before you
Love me just for me my dear
I am a little messed up
I have to have certain things my way
I will always be there for you
I will always bring a brighter day
But days with me can darken
Sometimes I just need to be by myself
Most day I am stubborn
Trying so hard not to need help
Not to need, Not to admit
That I need you like a flower needs the sun
I need you in my everyday life
I need you to let me live shunned
To be dark and dreary
On a day so clear and blue
Let me wake up pissed off
Let me just wake up pissed off at you
Let me be hell
If you can handle that I'll give you heaven
In my bed at night
Give you something you can delve in
Something to hold on to
On one of the cold winter nights
Let you know that your King
Let you know that it's right
But the next day may be different
Author notes
Written November 28th, 2005
