a poem for my love

i wrote these letters
&adressed them to you
but you'll never understand
the pain i go through[to l o v e you]
it was stupid, i'm sorry for this all
i'm just a dumb kid
please; catch me if i fall
please ignore my staring
&i'll forget about your scars
please pretend i'm not so caring
so i seem flawless so far
you were always my favorite
in silent solitude;
how you chose the time for it
your perfect "too-cool" attitude
so again i appologize
i'm sorry a hundred times
for telling you i love you
but through the lies
i'm sorry..