I don't know how I would deal with something so completely real. I mean if someone where to tell me that they cared for me I would freak because I don't know if I am ready to handle that.
I would feel like a geek just standing there wanting to say something. I am scared to fall in love because well I have been hurt to many times. And each time I feel like something was taken from me and I was once again left with nothing.
And so i reach out because I don't know what else to do. As I sit alone, as i pray to be with you. I think to myself, what if?
My dreams are so far away I can't just wait and wait. When you show me that life means so much more then I could ever think of. Do i dare that you how i feel?
But what if you don't care, what if I am hurt again? I ma so lost, running in this maze of thoughts that all turn into dead ends.
I have not a clue as in what I should do. Should I fight or let go of you? Because the feeling of no hope is long over due. I am scared to tell you how i feel, but if i could only get the words out of my mouth, I would tell you just one thing, three letters.
"I love you."
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Written November 24th, 2005
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Very simple and honest,This is love!That's why it's so great!One day you will find the perfect person for you!And that's the best feeling in the world,when you win that's person's heart.Dont give up!Keep up the great work!

