a letter to someone you love

I guess its time to finally get something said...with thoughts always racing through my mind, and my suffering always returning at the worst of times, i know only one thing for sure...you are now, and forever will me, my one true love. The one person i will always be honest to, and look after, the only one who will ever see who i truly am. I love you more than anything in this foresaken hell we are confined to, and by now you should know that...but im never sure of you. I have never known, in the past three years, how you truly feel about me. We talk a bout going out, and living together forever with all our friends, but was there ever any meaning in those words? or were they just that? I want to know exactly how you feel about me. Do you love me, hate me, consider me just someone to talk to? Whatever the truth, I only wish to know it. If we could be together forever, would we do it? If we could take our bags and run away right now, would you take my hand and run, or stand there and watch me dissapear into the night? I know how you love to hug everyone in our shop, and I admit sometimes i get a bit jelous, but I keep quiet and remind myself that it is only a hug. And then you always turn around and give me the best hug in the world. (that sounded lame  didnt it?) All I wish to know is, are we meant to be? Or are we just sharing a common connection between the best of friends? I will love you now and forever, till the end of time...