Fuck it.
Fuck no.
Whew.
Reach into my
heart,
Tearing me a
part,
There’s nothing left to
kill,
Can’t you see that
I
can’t
give
anymore to
your
sad
soul,
Can’t you see my
love?
For you.
Always.
Ripping through my
mind,
Nothing left to
find,
All I bled for,
one,
Now that you’re gone,
I
can’t
find
a single fuckin’
way
through
die.
Can’t this hurt just
die?
Away.
Go away.
I wanted you
-love me
I sought you,
-hug me
I brought you,
-kiss me
I fought you,
-hold me
I never let you go,
-never let me go.
I hate you
-I will too
I love you
-I will too
I need you
-I will too
I loathe you
-I will too
I will too
I will too
Can’t you see that
I miss you
-I will too
I found you
-I will too
I lost you
-I will too
I will too
I will too
Can’t you take my
hurt?
Away.
You went away.
Goodbye.
Author notes
This doesn't mean a whole lot to me. I'm very confused at the moment, and in a search for direction, this Korn-esque song came to me. Things kinda suck at the moment, and today has blown enough to break through my writer's block for a few minutes. I feel so empty and cold. The real reason i get out of bed in the mornings has grown sick of me, and so here i am. and of all the irony, it was right when i felt i needed her the most. i wish her the best, though. our time together was, to me, wonderful. if i'm lucky she'll still call every now and then. then again, my luck fuckin' sucks.
Written November 18th, 2005
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oh my gosh. Brandon, I am soooo sorry. I'm glad your writers block cleared for a moment at least. I'm sorry it had to be such a delicate write. It flowed quite nicely, I'm sure you knew that already though. Again I am sorry. But if you need someone to talk to... its been awhile... but I am still your "sister" and only a call away. I promise.
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Jennifer -
That makes me sad. I'm really sorry. I don't even really know what to say.
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