I can't seem to fight these tears
I'm held back by forsaken years
Reminiscing on my darkest fears
I bleed these arms just for you
Proof of all what we went through
Scars speak words that were left behind
Fallen hopes of love unkind
But still you live on in heart and mind
Pains to deep they eternally bleed
You should have payed me some fucking heed
Strong currents of undeniable destruction
Let go of gods condemning instruction
This is my hearts morbid construction
Crimson dowsing my heartbreaking flame
Put myself through this once again
I can't seem to make a decision
Where exactly can I make the incision
Blurry eyes condole my vision
Trapped within two thoughts of love
Fall to hell or rise above
I fall before you blood on my arms
How much more can I self harm
As I plea and try to remain calm
I sacrifice my tarnished self to you
Remember my blood, proof of what we went through
Reminiscing on my darkest fears
I bleed these arms just for you
Proof of all what we went through
Scars speak words that were left behind
Fallen hopes of love unkind
But still you live on in heart and mind
Pains to deep they eternally bleed
You should have payed me some fucking heed
Strong currents of undeniable destruction
Let go of gods condemning instruction
This is my hearts morbid construction
Crimson dowsing my heartbreaking flame
Put myself through this once again
I can't seem to make a decision
Where exactly can I make the incision
Blurry eyes condole my vision
Trapped within two thoughts of love
Fall to hell or rise above
I fall before you blood on my arms
How much more can I self harm
As I plea and try to remain calm
I sacrifice my tarnished self to you
Remember my blood, proof of what we went through



and I love the solid rhyme and the alternating 2 line 3 line verses you are trying different creative experimentation I am so proud of you Nikki
very well done and expressed love you
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